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1. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? Closed

2. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel? Yes

3. Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out? Both

4. Have you ever stolen a street sign before? No

5. Do you like to use post-it notes? Sometimes

6. Do you cut out coupons but then never use them? No

7. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?None of the Above

8. Do you have freckles? Yes

9. Do you always smile for pictures? Yes

10. What is your biggest pet peeve? Got a couple…Child abusers/ pedophiles, Assholes (for a lack of a better term)

11. Do you ever count your steps when you walk? No

12. Have you ever peed in the woods? No

13. What about pooped in the woods? Hell No

14. Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing? Nope

15. Do you chew your pens and pencils? Sometimes

16. How many people have you slept with this week? 0

17. What size is your bed? Queen

18. What is your Song of the week? Rhianna ft. Eminem- Love the Way you Lie

19. Is it okay for guys to wear pink? HAHAHA

20. Do you still watch cartoons? yes… Family Guy

21. Whats your least favorite movie? The Hills have Eyes, IT and A.I.

22. Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some? I don’t have any

23. What do you drink with dinner? Dr. Pepper, Mt. Dew or Pepsi

24. What do you dip a chicken nugget in? BBQ Sauce

25. What is your favorite food? Sushi and Pizza…OH and Chipotle :)

26. What movies could you watch over and over and still love? Disney movies, V for Vendetta, T2, Boondock Saints (x2)

27. Last person you kissed/kissed you? My sister

28. Were you ever a boy/girl scout? HELL NO!

29. Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine? Again…HELL NO

30. When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper? I don’t remember

31. Can you change the oil on a car? No

32. Ever gotten a speeding ticket? No

33. Ran out of gas? No

34. Favorite kind of sandwich? Nutella

35. Best thing to eat for breakfast? French Toast

36. What is your usual bedtime? Don’t have a bedtime

37. Are you lazy? It’s genetic

38. When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?Simba, the Queen of Hearts, Mulan, an Old Lady

39. What is your Chinese astrological sign? Capricorn

40. How many languages can you speak? 1

41. Do you have any magazine subscriptions? No

42..Which are better legos or lincoln logs? Legos

43. Are you stubborn? It’s genetic

44. Who is better…Leno or Letterman? Neither

45. Ever watch soap operas? When my mom did, and I was bored…when I was like 7

46. Afraid of heights? No

47. Sing in the car? Yes

48. Dance in the shower? Umm…no

49. Dance in the car? Sometimes

50. Ever used a gun? Yes

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? Senior year of High school

52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? No

53. Is Christmas stressful? Not for me

54. Ever eat a pierogi? Yes

55. Favorite type of fruit pie? Cherry

56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? Cop, Firefighter, Yankees 2nd baseman (LOL), a math teacher, and back to a Cop

57. Do you believe in ghosts? Yes

58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? Way too many times

59. Take a vitamin daily? No

60. Wear slippers? No

61. Wear a bath robe? No

62. What do you wear to bed? Pants/ shorts and a t-shirt

63. First concert? Spice Girls 

64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? Target

65. Nike or Adidas? Adidas

66.Cheetos Or Fritos? Cheetos

67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? Peanuts

68. Ever hear of the group Tres Bien? Nope

69. Ever take dance lessons? No

70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?Whatever he likes

71. Can you curl your tongue? Nope

72. Ever won a spelling bee? Never had one in my school

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? Actually yes

74. Own any record albums? Not me no

75. Own a record player? 2

76. Regularly burn incense? Nope

77. Ever been in love? Yes

78. Who would you like to see in concert? Nickelback

79. What was the last concert you saw? Cobra Starship and 30H!3

80.Hot tea or cold tea? Iced Tea

81.Tea or coffee? Tea 

82. Sugar or snickerdoodles? Snickerdoodles

83.Can you swim well? I love swmimming

84.Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? Yes

85. Are you patient? Yeah, right

86. DJ or band, at a wedding? Band

87.Ever won a contest? Nope

88. Ever have plastic surgery? Hell No…never will either

89. Which are better black or green olives? EWWWWW

90.Can you knit or crochet? Nope

91. Best room for a fireplace? Family/ Living

92. Do you want to get married? Yes

93. If married, how long have you been married? N/A

94. Who was your HS crush? I dated a guy named Jeff from my Sophomore to Junior year…I didn’t really like anyone senior year

95. Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way? No

96. Do you have kids? No

97. Do you want kids? Yes

98. Whats your favorite color? Purple

99. Do you miss anyone right now? My grandpa…the way he was a week ago :’(

100. Did you watch, Next Great American Band on FOX?  WTH?

Put an X for the ones that apply to you, and add up the total as you go along.

Natural Hair Color:
[  ]Redhead – $80
[X]Brunette – $75
[  ]Blonde – $50
[  ]Black – $15
[  ]Bald – $5
[  ]other-$0

Total So Far: $75

Eye Color:
[  ]Blue – $100
[X]Green – $75
[  ]Brown – $50
[  ]Hazel – $25
[  ]Other – $15

Total So Far: $150

Height:
[  ]Over 7′ – $200
[  ]6’8? to 7′ – $175
[  ]6’0? to 6’7? – $150
[  ]5’5? to 5’11? – $75
[X]5’0? to 5’4? – $45
[  ]Under 5′ – $25

Total So Far: $195

Age:
[  ]30 to 40 – $100
[  ]25 to 30 – $75
[X]20 to 25 – $50
[  ]18 to 20 – $25
[  ]0 to 18 – $15

Total So Far: $245

Current Education:
[  ]PhD – $500
[  ]Masters – $450
[  ]Business Owner – $800
[  ]Bachelors – $400
[  ]Associates – $350
[X]In College – $300
[  ]High School Graduate – $250
[  ]In High School – $200
[  ]High School Dropout – $100
[  ]Jr. High – $50
[  ]What is School – $Bankrupt$

Total So Far: $545

Birth Order:
[  ]Twins or more than twins – $300
[  ]Only Child – $250
[X]First Born – $200
[  ]second born-$150
[  ]Middle Child – $100
[  ] last Born – $50
[  ]Other – $40

Total So Far: $745

Drink?
[  ]Never – $300
[X]Only Holidays – $250
[  ]Sometimes – $200
[  ]Every other week – $150
[  ]Every other day – $50
[  ]Once a day – $15

Total So Far: $995

Vision?
[  ] No correction $75
[X] Glasses $50
[  ] Contacts $25
[  ] Surgical correction $10

Total So Far: $1,045

Car Color:
[  ]Gold – $525
[  ]Blue – $500
[  ]White – $475
[  ]Black – $450
[  ]Red – $400
[  ]Maroon – $400
[  ]Green- $350
[  ]Silver – $300
[  ]Purple- $250
[  ]Metallic – $200
[  ]Yellow – $100
[  ]Primer – $75
[  ]Rusted – $15
[X]No Car – $5

Total So Far: $1,050

Shoe Size:
[  ]13+ – $300
[  ]11 to 12 – $200
[  ]8 to 10 – $100
[X]Under 7 – $50

Total So Far: $2,000

Room Color:
[  ]Black – $500
[  ]Blue – $475
[  ]Brown – $450
[  ]Purple – $425
[  ]White – $400
[  ]Green – $350
[  ]Orange – $300
[  ]Yellow – $200
[X]Pink – $100 (Shoot me >.<)
[  ]Other – $ 50

Total: $2,100

If this is to judge how much I’m worth, or they just want to use dollar amounts for the hell of it?

So….I’ve been trapped in this house all day. I’m bored, so I feel like doing a couple of surveys to pass the time.

Survey!

TEN ARE YOU’S
1. Are you single - No 
2. Are you happy - Most of the time
3. Are you bored – Yes
4. Are you naked - No
5. Are you a blonde - Hell No
6. Are you moody – Sometimes. Usually when I’m hungry or it’s that time of month 
7. Are you a lover/hater - lover
8. Are you hot/cold - hot
9. Are you Irish - Yes
10. Are you Asian- No

TEN FACTS 
1. Name – Chelsea
2. Nicknames – Chel, Chels, Chelly
3. Any birth marks- Yes
4. Hair color – Brown
5. Natural hair color - Brown
6. Eye color - Green
7. Height - 5’3”
8. Mood - Ehh…I’m good
9. Favorite color – Purple 
10. One Place You Want to Visit - England

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE 
1. Do you believe in love at first sight – No
2. Do you believe in soul mates - Yes
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - No
5. Have you ever broke someone’s heart? - No
6. Ever had your heart broken? - No
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them? - Yes……
8. Are you afraid of commitment? - No
9. Who was the last person you hugged? - Joey <3 my sister
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to?  - Apa :)

TEN THIS OR THAT 
1. Love or lust – Love
2. Chocolate or vanilla - Chocolate
3. Cats or dogs – Dogs
4. A few best friends or many regular friends - few best friends
5. Television or internet - Internet
6. Chinese Or Indian - Indian
7. Wild night out or romantic night in – both :)
8. Money or Happiness - Happiness
9. Night or day - Night
10. Msn or phone - Phone

TEN HAVE YOU EVER 
1. Been caught sneaking out – No
2. Been skinny dipping - Yes… hahaha
3. Bungee jumped – No
4. Finished an entire jaw breaker – Took a while but yes
5. Lied to someone you liked – No
6. Wanted an ex boyfriend/girlfriend back – No
8. Cried yourself to sleep? - Yes
9. Cried because you lost a pet – Yes 
10. Wanted to disappear – sometimes

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER 
1. Smile or eyes - Both :)
2. Light or dark hair – dark
3. Hugs or kisses - Hugs
4. Shorter or taller – Taller
5. Intelligence or attraction – Both
6. Romantic or spontaneous - Both
7. Funny or serious - Funny
8. Older or Younger - Older or same age
9. Outgoing or quiet - outgoing
10. Sweet or Bad Ass – Both >:)

TEN HAVE YOU’S 
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - does school chorus count?
2. Ever done drugs – No
3. Ever consumed alcohol? - Yes
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team – Attempted once…didn’t work out
6. Ever Been on a dance team - No
7. Ever been on a sports team - Yes
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - No
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? Hell no
10. Ever been in a rap video? - No

TEN LASTS 
1. Last phone call you made – Millie
2. Last person you hung out with - Lexi
4. Last time you worked – Holy crap…manual labor sometime in July. work-work…back in June.
5. Last person you tackled – Don’t remember =]
6. Last person you IM’d - Millie
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - I don’t remember :-/
9. Last thing you missed – No comprende
10. Last thing you ate - A Cliff bar

LAST PERSON TO 
1. Sleep beside you? - Nobody
2. See you cry? – The nurse at the hospital :(
3. You went out to dinner with? - Lexi
5. You talked on the phone to? - Millie
7. Made you laugh? - Danny Masterson on That 70’s Show :)

WOULD YOU RATHER 
1. Pierce your nose or tongue? - Neither
2. Be serious or be funny? - Funny
3. Drink whole or skim milk? - Niether, i hate milk
4. Spend time with your parents or enemies? - Parents

ARE YOU 
1. Simple or complicated? - Hm, i dont know
2. Retarded? - No

DO YOU PREFER 
1. Flowers or candy? - both
2. Gray or black? - Black
3. Color or Black and white photos? - Both
4. Sunrise or sunset? - Sunset
6. Staying up late or waking up early? - Staying up late

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY 
1. Do you like anyone? - Yes
2. Do they know it? - Yeah

DO YOU PREFER 
1. Sun or moon? - Moon
2. Winter or Summer? - Summer
3. Left or right? - Left
4. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends? - 2 Best Friends
5. Sun or rain? - Rain
6. Vanilla or chocolate ice cream? - Chocolate
7. Vodka or Jack Daniels? - JD

UNIQUE 
1. Nervous Habits? - I used to bite my nails…but maybe now it’s the twitching in my legs
2. Are you double jointed? - No
3. Can you twist your tongue around and roll it? - No
4. Can you raise one eyebrow? - No
5. Can You cross your eyes? - No
6. Do you make your bed daily? - Haha No

QUESTIONS 
1. Which shoe goes on first? - Right
2. Ever thrown something at someone? - Yeah
3. On average, how much money do you carry with you? - Debit card
4. What jewellery do you wear? - Studs and a necklace with a picture of Brenna and I at Christmas last year :)
1. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? - cut then twirl
2. Have you ever eaten Spam? - No
3. Favorite ice cream? - Strawberry
4. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet? - Maybe 6
5. What’s your favorite beverage? - Pepsi or Iced tea
6. Do you cook? - Yup

IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU 
1. Had a relationship? - Yup
2. Bought something? - Yeah
4. Sang - Yeah
5. Been hugged - Yes
6. Felt stupid - LOL yes
7. Missed someone - Yes

LASTS 
1. Last Alcoholic Drink - Wine
2. Last Car ride - A favor for Ken
3. Last Movie Seen - HELP :)
4. Last Song Played - Flowers for a Ghost: Thriving Ivory 

So… Wednesday night was officially the scariest night of my life.

My 61-year-old grandfather suffered from a mild stroke called a TIA.

He’s confused, he had problems following basic commands, and he can’t speak well (he doesn’t even know my name sometimes).

It’s frightening because just 30 minutes earlier he was fine, then all of the sudden BAM…he’s not my Apa anymore. I mean he is, but he isn’t (if that makes any sense). Hell I gave him a card earlier today with “Apa” written in it, and he asked me who that was. I’ve been calling him that for 18 1/2 years, since I first learned how to talk because I couldn’t say grandpa. 

Even more, he’s supposed to come home on Sunday, and he’s supposed to have a care giver 24/7, and I’m supposed to for 2 days almost completely by myself. The thing is, I don’t think I can. I don’t think that I’m strong enough to handle seeing my grandfather like this, and have to responsible for caring for him without crashing and burning. I can’t handle seeing him like this, but I know I have no choice but to suck it up and handle it. 

…I want my Apa back. :’(

So, I spent the last 2 nights watching angsty teen movies that dealt with rape and drug abuse.

The first one- Speak starring Kristen Stewart, is probably one of best features yet… from what I’ve seen. Basically girl lives somewhere in the Midwest, goes to a party at the end of 8th grade, drinks, gets raped, and spends her freshman year of high school trying to deal with it.

numero dos- Thirteen starring Evan Rachel Wood, also good. Mom’s a recovering alcoholic, dad’s a flake, and brother’s a toker. She lives in the LA and enters the 7th grade trying to attract of the older popular girls- which leads to smoking, drinking, cutting, and the use of various drugs (and inhalants).

Both were VERY well directed, acted and I like the cinematography on both. Even better, unlike some films directed at teens and young adults, it actually FITS and focuses on hardships that females teenagers actually deal with.

It was a beautiful day, just like today. I was in 6th grade, and we were just starting science class. We were supposed to start making ion circles from various elements when my principal came over the PA system and instructed for all students to return to their homerooms. My science room was my homeroom so I didn’t have to move anywhere. A few minutes later my principal came over the PA again and told us what happened. “At approximately 8:45 this morning a jet airliner crashed in to the North Tower of the World Trade Center, and approximately fifteen minutes later another airliner crashed in to the South Tower. As of right now there are no other reports, but I ask teachers to keep their students in their clusters.” 

About twenty minutes later she came over the PA again and informed us another plane had hit the Pentagon, and that all three attacks were intentional. It wasn’t long after that that she informed us of the collapse of the South Tower, and the crash landing of a final plane in a field somewhere in Pennsylvania. Almost immediately I hear my math teacher in the next room start crying. Just a short time later she comes over the PA for the final time and told us that final tower had collapsed.

Because of the magnitude of the incident, we still went to class, but we didn’t do any work, we just talked about what was happening. For the rest of the day the only times the PA was used was to call students to the office for an early pick up, and for the afternoon announcements at the end of the day. During lunch a few of us tried to go the media center, but teachers and assistant principals made it impossible. Apparently they had the TV on to one of the local news stations, and the 7th and 8th graders were in there watching it, but they didn’t find it appropriate for us to watch. I tried to get in, but the only thing that I succeeded in doing was getting yelled at.

School was almost over when my grandfather came to get me. He worked at a consultant place in Ridgefield, and apparently he had seen one of the planes fly over his business just before it hit. When I got home, I tossed my backback on the floor next to the couch, turned on the TV to CNN and got something to drink from the kitchen. I could hear all the news anchors repeat what they had already said, and when I walked back into the living room I was greeted with the site of the towers burning, then collapsing. I fell asleep on the couch that night watching the news, knowing that the world as we know it is over, and that this country will never be the same.

— Nine years later, I still remember where I was on that fateful day. Do you? Long live the victims of Flights 93, 175, 77 and 11 and all of the other men and women who died that day. May you rest in peace.

Sitting on his porch, he reminisces.

About his youth, and fishing with his dad.

And the summer days spent swinging from the old oak tree,

just to land in ol’ Farmer Miller’s pond scaring all the fish.

Sitting on his porch, he reminisces.

Thinking bout his teens, playing Football in high school.

And the day he got drafted, as a young green Marine.

And getting shipped to an unknown land, to fight for his country.

Sitting on his porch, he reminisces.

Thinking about after the war, coming home to his high school sweetheart.

And the day they got married, and when their children were born.

And all of the years after teaching them how to fish.

Sitting on his porch, he reminisces.

About watching his grandchildren as they played tag, and climbed trees.

While his wife and daughters stayed inside making dinner.

And his sons sat on the porch beside him, discussing life,

and drinking beer.

Sitting on his porch, he reminisces.

About his wife, a few years passed,

And all of the years they spent in this old house.

And the memories those old walls held. 

And as he wipes away a tear, he smiles.

Someday, in the future. 

In a land someplace else, 

He sees his wife, young and beautiful, standing on that porch.

And he tells her about everything she missed. 

And she tells him about finding his old dog Spud.

And together, they sit on that porch and reminisce.

*After years of not writing anything like this, and weeks of having a massive brain fart I came up with this. Hope it’s not too bad.

:)